Sunday, October 12, 2008

It's so hard to be in between!!!

I feel so hard to be in between of my friend's misunderstanding!!!...I will just name them as friend A and B...they are not mean women but there are just dislikes for each side..My friend A, is very friendly, fun to be with, so devoted to her family, so easy to make her smile, she live like a queen, and she share her blessings to her family alot...and my friend B, is very religious, simple, so quite, so humble,she is happy to help other people, and she does everything that can pleases her man...My friends are both HAPPILY MARRIED...
Now, my friend A have a house close that is close to the house that my friend B is renting. At my friend A's house her sister and the husband is the one lives there which is close to my friend B. The husband of my friend B complained about the brother in law of my friend A because everytime he listen to music he turn the volume really high and its really loud and it irritates him. So, as a wife, my friend A supports her husband, they complain it to the security guards and to the owner. She called me the other day and let me know about it..She said that the bro in law of my friend A even through to their house the Disc's that her husband gave him. She asked the number of my friend A coz she would like to inform her since she's the owner of the house where the guy lives. So, she sent her a message and so on...And my friend A called me, she said that my friend B complains about the simple things. She also said that she wont blame her bro in law for he have just fun. She said there is no big deal about it for it is just normal for the people who would listen to music, and it's ok that it is so loud anyway it is still morning for she knows that the curfew is 10pm. Then, if it is 10pm she will say something to her bro in law..But she said she dont care if my friend B dont like it..She also said that they will do whatever they want to do for they are free to do such things...
I didn't say so much I just told my friend A that the husband of my friend B just dont like loud music. But she still said that it's unreasonable for them to complain. And her sister will confront my friend B...I am sooo speechless.. for they are trying to make a bridge of their war..and I dont wanna be their bridge for I think that if ill be their bridge im gonna loose one of friend and they are both so good to me..So I better stay quite..But im more for my friend B though for they just do what's right..And I think my friend A and her side just use their pride..And it is not good if you dont humble down..
Right now my friend B and her husband went to the province to take a deep breath and they will come back for they will see the bro in law of my friend A in the Brgy. Hall to settle down..Hope that this issue will get resolved very soon.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Watch your kids closely

Just got home from the mall with my sister. When we entered the department store, we have seen a white baby in a stroller. She caught our attention for she so cute!!!...As we went on we saw her again, together with her mom, dad, and older brother.. So, I smiled at the kids for they were just so cute. Few minutes latter, we have heard from the people that there is a boy fail down, and as we passed by crowd we heard again from the people saying that it's a skinny white boy fail down from the skelator of 2nd floor to the buttom, but before he hit the buttom he hit the skelator of the 1st floor first then to the buttom. People also said that the parents are both white people so, when they said that I was thinking about the boy that we just see. We didn't see the boy who fail down for they given him first aid and it's too crowded. On our way out the mall, we have heard the ambulance coming, so we went out to see better. So we waited a little while before, they got out from the mall, and the first thing I saw is a guy holding the stroller, followed by the parents. So Corena and I said "Oh my God"..That was the boy that we just saw. The older brother of the very cute baby girl. I really feel sorry for the boy..Was about to cry watching him inside the ambulance. So parent's, or guardian's please watch your kids closer for they just run around mostly if there in the mall.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Needs exercise or just Lovesick?

I used to do my exercise routine every morning. But since June of this year I quit doing it due to lazyness..lol. And I stay home alot. I don't go out for walking. Since then, I can tell that im getting weaker mostly the times that my husband is not around.
Few weeks ago, I got sick alot. And now I am still not feeling great as usual. I keep bothering my man about it. I asked him to come over for I am getting sick alot and I think he can help alot..hehehe..That's how I feel. But I am really confused what I need to do to be as healthy as before..seems like this time that I just get sick alot. Im too weak to do my exercise now. My husband keep telling to hang in here, that's what I am doing. But it would be alot if he is around for Im sure that everything's gonna be fine....

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

High Dossage?

Since I told the Doctor that I was so weak he gave me this vitamin. When he wrote the prescription I confirmed if it was right for he wrote 5000 mg. So, I asked him if he was sure about it?...hehehe..Coz I just heard 5000 mg mostly 500 mg only. And I was kindly doubt if he was right of prescribing me this high dossage vit..plus he wants me to take it 3 times a day. Can you imagine 15 000 mg of vitamins per day? If you ask me I think Im gonna be over dossage..That's why I asked the doctor if he was sure...and he only told me that it's alright for it was just vitamins and It wouldn't make me fat either.

Eventhough the doctor already told me about it but I still asked alot of questions to my friend if they have heard about it..and they told me maybe only 500 mg not 5000 they couldn't believe that high too. But anyway..he is a doctor and he should know be better than us. So, Im still taking the vits and after taking these he told me to go back to him..but im thinking to go to another doctor and him about it...

Here is the image of the high dossage vitamin..I like the color though its my favorite!!!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Still relaxing myself

Since the time that I had flu, I stay away from the computer..Last Saturday I have noticed that there are some rashes on my chest, but I didn't think any negative about it 'till yesterday that I rode a jeepney headed to the mall even im still weak coz a friend wanted to meet me but I thought I was fine already for I felt better. But I was wrong in fact when I was on my way to the mall I felt like Im gonna past out again and I was so worried coz nobody's with me. Thank God I made it to the mall and I told my friend about it and she told me that I look really really sick. So she took me to the Doctor right away and they got Blood & Urine for testing.

Until I went home I was still so weak, and I was excited about the Lab result. Today, I felt so much more bad because due to cramps. According to my sister that I looked really really weak and everybody was panic. In fact they left behind their prepation for my niece b-day party . They took me to the hospital and also I got my lab result. And I found out that I got Urine Track Infection (UTI). But the doctor said that its not so bad so that we wont worry so much about it.

I thank God for I thought I could have illness that is worst than that...But for right now, im still observing about the rashes on my chest the Dr didn't really say much about it. But this could be a measles....Im still taking my time to relax...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I have flu

Last september 17th I met with a friend, and the weather wasn't that good and when I got home I started to feel bad. And on the 18th I went to the mall to pay my internet bill with another friend, and she bought some stuff too, and I felt so bad I was about to past out in there so I told her that we better go home. And until now I am still feeling bad but it is alot better than the past days though. But I cant stay online so long like before, just long enough to talk to my husband...Im gonna visit you guys when I get over this in God's willing.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Tuberculosis

I am always praying not to have tuberculosis (TB) because according to a friend that she stayed in manila for treatment within 6 months for she was possitive in TB. Tuberculosis (TB) is a bacterial infection that is most often found in the lungs (pulmonary TB) but can spread to other parts of the body (extrapulmonary TB). TB in the lungs is easily spread to other people through coughing or laughing. Treatment is often successful, though the process is long. Treatment time averages between 6 and 9 months.
Tuberculosis is caused by Mycobacterium tuberculosis, slow-growing bacteria that thrive in areas of the body that are rich in blood and oxygen, such as the lungs.
I was always asking my friend about the symptoms but she said that she was just weak she didn't have any cough even. It's very hard to avoid TB because we dont know if the people we talking to have TB. Since I am waiting for my medical and interview schedule I am doing my best to stay healthy by eating healthy foods, such us fruits and vegetables, and I stay home alot to stay away from the people that might have deases.. I know its very rare people like that but its better to be carefull before its too late. Because I just dont know who I am gonna sit with or even just far for you can get it through the air, mostly in the public transport.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Im still waiting

It's been a year and little over a month since Ron and I got married...and it's been a year since we applied for my visa at NVC. My husband hired a lawyer to help us on this paperwork to process it faster. Everytime he asked the lawyer about the it...they keep saying that "SOON" and they've been saying it 8months ago. Because they thought before that they can make it for around 4 months thats what they told us anyway. For me its too hastle 'coz they asked papers not in one time. Just like this june they asked some copies of my important documents, and I sent it through FedEx..and then two weeks latter they asked for my passport photo and photocopy through fax..then a week after they said that they want it mailed..So I was started to get upset..but no matter how upset I was I still did what they asked from me. So, I sent that 1 passport photo to them..and they said that it was the last doc that they gonna need from me. So I was sooo happy, I felt like its getting there.. but I was wrong, for they asked another documents again. They wanted my original documents. They also said that the NVC will hold our case until we submit those original documents..oh well I felt so bad when I heard that, why the lawyer didnt ask that for the very first time. They said that the photocopies was good enough.
So, I am not expecting anymore that it will be soon...for we waited a year already and still dont know what's going on...the lawyer keep saying that soon...and soon could be forever.

Friday, September 12, 2008

THE WHALE!!!

You've got to see this.
First, look and see the Whale under the water.
Keep your cursor OUT of the picture until you see the Whale.
Then move your mouse cursor onto the picture, but stand back, you might get wet (it's like it's 3D). Click on the picture when it loads completely and be sure that your sound is on....


Click on: http://www.toilette-humor.com/cartoon.html

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Witness to an accident

(Dont miss with oldies!!)

This accident happened in Dallas -Ft. Worth area and you MUST LISTEN to it. It is a phone call from a man who witnesses a car accident, involving four elderly women. It was so popular when, they played it on CHUM- FM- that they had to put it on their website.
The guy's laugh is contagious. If you close your eyes and picture what he is watching, it is even better than a video clip!http://www.chumfm.com/MorningShow/bits/march24.swf

Sunday, September 7, 2008

My Special Day! (B-day)

Im so thankful to the Precious Lord for another year in my life. I have been tested, the most difficult trial ever happen in my life but here I am still standing strong and getting stronger because of the people who supports me and they are still supporting me right now, my family. They sore and sacrifice with me. You'd know the love of your family if your in so much problem, or sadness...I am so thankfull that they are my family. And on August 8,2007, God sent me a man that can be a part of me because He knows that this guy is very rare in this world. God know's that I am just here trying to follow His foosteps. I know HE loves me for He gave me so much Blessings, He heard my cried before and He still listening to my prayers and He will always will. Eventhough He tested me but He find way for me to scape the biggest problem I had.
Just by having my family and husband there is no more I can ask for. For they are my everything, who brings me smile in each day. Each moment with them, I feel like it is always special day because of the smiles from them. They are very loving and supportive to me. They are the only treasure I have and I am always inpired because of them make me wanna live forever. My only wish is always happiness for me and for my loved ones.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Disco Attack

There was a disco last night in our Barangay all night long even if it was raining. I am so pity to my mother because she wasn't able to sleep any for we could feel the drum beat in our wall since it is not concrete all the way..She is very sensitive about noise...so am I. No matter what we do, even if we put pillow in ur head just to cover ur ears, you can still feel the drum beat.
The people really enjoyed it for they screaming and made all kinds of noise, seemed like they were on drug...I cannot live like that..But that's their happiness , its okey just as long as they wouldn't hurt anyone.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Color Blind Test

If you drive a car, but especially a motorcycle, you should be able to see, every one of the numbers on this test. Pretty cool! Try it!

http://www.funstufftosee.com/colorblind.html

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Life In The 1500's

The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s:
Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married.
Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.
Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in the roof. When it rained it became slippery and sometimes the animals would slip and fall off the roof. Hence the saying... It's raining cats and dogs.
There was nothing to stop things from falling into the house. This posed a real problem in the bedroom where bugs and other droppings could mess up your nice clean bed. Hence, a bed with big posts and a sheet hung over the top afforded some protection. That's how canopy beds came into existence.
The floor was dirt. Only the wealthy had something other than dirt. Hence the saying, Dirt poor. The wealthy had slate floors that would get slippery in the winter when wet, so they spread thresh (straw) on floor to help keep their footing. As the winter wore on, they added more thresh until, when you opened the door, it would all start slipping outside. A piece of wood was placed in the entranceway. Hence the saying, a thresh hold.

(Getting quite an education, aren't you?)

In those old days, they cooked in the kitchen with a big kettle that always hung over the fire. Every day they lit the fire and added things to the pot. They ate mostly vegetables and did not get much meat. They would eat the stew for dinner, leaving leftovers in the pot to get cold overnight and then start over the next day. Sometimes stew had food in it that had been there for quite a while. Hence the rhyme, Peas porridge hot, peas porridge cold, peas porridge in the pot nine days old..
Sometimes they could obtain pork, which made them feel quite special. When visitors came over, they would hang up their bacon to show off. It was a sign of wealth that a man could...bring home the bacon. They would cut off a little to share with guests and would all sit around and...chew the fat.
Those with money had plates made of pewter. Food with high acid content caused some of the lead to leach onto the food, causing lead poisoning death. This happened most often with tomatoes, so for the next 400 years or so, tomatoes were considered poisonous.
Bread was divided according to status. Workers got the burnt bottom of the loaf, the family got the middle, and guests got the top, or...the upper crust.
Lead cups were used to drink ale or whisky. The combination would sometimes knock the imbibers out for a couple of days. Someone walking along the road would take them for dead and prepare them for burial. They were laid out on the kitchen table for a couple of days and the family would gather around and eat and drink and wait and see if they would wake up. Hence the custom of holding a wake.
England is old and small and the local folks started running out of places to bury people. So they would dig up coffins and would take the bones to a bone-house, and reuse the grave. When reopening these coffins, 1 out of 25 coffins were found to have scratch marks on the inside and they realized they had been burying people alive. So they would tie a string on the wrist of the corpse, lead it through the coffin and up through the ground and tie it to a bell. Someone would have to sit out in the graveyard all night (the graveyard shift.) to listen for the bell; thus, someone could be...saved by the bell or was considered a ......dead ringer.
And that's the truth. Now, whoever said History was boring ! ! !
Tounge in cheek in history lesson. ;<)

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Snake in the house

Yesterday morning my sister went to the bathroom she saw the snake in the wall taking a rest...She scream " Snake!, Snake!" So I went thier to look at it and yeah it was snake. It was my first time seing a snake alive in real. So, we called my father and bro in law, and they had hard time to kill it, because the snake looked at us so angry an ready for a bite...hehe..It was 1 &1/2meters long. We called our neighbor who is a snake expert. But before our neighbor went inside the house the snake crawled headed to the ceiling and they never caught it since they cant crawl into the ceiling. I was so tensed. I am scared now knowing that there is snake inside this house alive..But we did threw smashed garlic on the ceiling, backyard, and every part of the house coz they said it will drive the snake away.
I just hope that nobody get bite by that snake. Im not sure if it is poisonous though according to the neighbor is poisonous. Now, everytime we go in to the bathroom, we bring garlic and look in all side.Hehehe...even look into the pot...lol.

Im Sure glad

The biggest problem I had was my sleeping trouble. I didn't know what to do anymore for it was getting worst and worst every night. One morning at 3am, I woke up my mom and told her that I couldn't sleep even just little bit, and I was about to cry coz no matter what I do I just cant help my mind goes any places...or still thinking of what I did on that day...So mother told me to forget about everything in bed time just think that I am sleeping. SO I did what she said and she kept massaging my head too. So, I finally fall asleep at 3:30 am but woke at 5am since my nephew is already up and he made all kinds of noise. I couldn't sleep on day time either. And on the following night, the same problem I had but it gets worst though coz I must of slept just and hour or 30 mins. I was so unhapppy! So I decided to leave the computer alone for 3 days because I think its one of the reason for my sleepless coz everytime I go to
bed I still think of this Cyber world.
I took my time to rest for the whole 3 days I didn't go any places, I didn't talk to friends, etc. I just stayed home and relax and went to bed early. And I am so thankfull to God for it really helped me alot about my sleeping problem. Now, I can sleep back up to 9 hrs. And im very very happy coz I thought I'll go insane being sleepless. Now, I will only stay online for 2-3 hrs. Im not gonna stay so long anymore, to continue overcoming this sleeping problem.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Im gonna miss rebonded hair


My original hair is curly and it is not shine either. So I have decided to have it rebond to experience straight hair..And Oh I loved the result of it..so soft and shiny, although it was a bit expensive but it's worth it.. unlike the ordinary hair straightening. You get what you paid for. Though it's been a year and a month since I had it done but still looks nice compare to my original hair. And I didn't put any hot oil on it or iron it or something like that. Anyway, there are some ways of caring the rebonded hair that I can't do most of the time to keep it looks beautiful. I like to tie my hair if it is so hot but you can't tie rebonded hair easily. You have to find way to tie it untight..and it is useless if ull tie it because it will slide down. And after shower you cant wrap it with towel either which I normally do with my curly hair..And many more...So, now I decided to leave my hair alone. Let it grow to original (curly). And I will not worry about rebonding it again for now..but maybe latter..But I so much love it straight though. Just like my husband said "that's women". Women with curly hair want it straight and the one with straight want it curly. Most women want's the opposite of what they are originally..hehehe...So husband's just be patient with wive's..

Anyway, sharing you here pics of me before and after my hair rebonded...Whatta big difference..Pls just click on image to enlarge.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Im so weak

A friend Cyrel invited me to come over to the apartment that they are renting for lunch. And I brought her a specialty from Bohol “Calamay”. So, we ate lunch together, but before that she told me that since she is 2 & ½ months pregnant, she will eat separate from me coz she is worried that ill get sick or weak, or something, but I told her that I don’t believe in stuff like that. So we ate, we shared foods…and had fun.
This morning, I couldn’t understand how I feel. I feel so tired, I feel so heavy and I am not in good mood at all. I don’t like to smile, I can tell something is wrong is here. And maybe it affected to my husband because I didn’t talk to him so much as I usually do. I want to sleep right now. And I think maybe Cyrel was right. I’m not 100% sure though but that’s what I think right now. Do you think so?

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Black Out

Yesterday morning, at first I had good conversation with friends and my hubby but all of the sudden the power went off. So I waited for awhile hoping that pretty soon it will come back on. I wasn't very happy of what went on because I didn't get enough of conversation with them..But before long , my husband called me in the phone, asked me what happen? So I told him...and so on..Eventhough him and I talked in the phone I was still hoping that the electric power will come back on but it didn't till evening. I call it black out because I believe that it was whole Island of Mactan. The electric company was fixing something.
It was so hot and very quiet yesterday, because the neighbor wasn't able to sing in Videoke as what they usually do every sunday..I went to the market and it was the same thing. How nice having quiet community.
The Black out last almost 13 hours. When me and my family went to bed already we coudn't get to sleep coz it was so HOT, we just talked about nice and funny things till the power went back...everybody was happy and they all or we all had a good night...

Friday, August 15, 2008

Tired eye


I have been so busy for the past few weeks, and I dont get enough sleep and rest even at this days. My sleeping trouble is even more worst.

Last 4 days when a friend saw me at the port, she noticed my right eye that is kinda red. She asked me if it is sore eye? I said "nope" but I dont know what it is either. And I told her what I have been doing, been so busy.... and so on...So she concluded that I got tired eye, and I think she is right for all what happened. She adviced me to look on to green stuff like plants, as long as it is green, she believes that it will help, but of course try to relax better too. And I did looked on green stuff when I was in Bohol since the sorroundings there is clean and green, mostly in the rice fields, it was so nice to look at , but I couldn't get enough sleep still. So now that Im back in the city I could hardly see clean and green sorroundings. I just hope that my tired eye will get better for I am worried because it's been weeks since I got this.

We're Home

We just got home from Bohol. It was so emotional earlier when we were still on the ship..You know why? Because when we were in the middle sea of Bohol and Cebu the wind blowed so hard and the waves were so high and the ship was about to sink...I was so emotional with my mother. The people were so scared and screaming sometimes. Some people threw up (sorry about this), so I started to tell my mother if something bad happen, if the ship will sink, just grab the life jacket underneath the seats, and calm down think about life..She was listening to me very carefully with full of scared, but to be honest with you guys I was so much scared too, but I just didn't show it to my mother so that she will feel comfortable. I was thinking how can I save my mother if the ship will sink..I was thinking if Im gonna put her in my back so that she wont be flashed away from me by the big waves or just hold her hand and go swim together..So I finally said GOD WILL'S IT.. I was praying to God to hold the ship and not to let it sink. But I am just a human and I can't take away the scares in me.
When we left Bohol it was alright but it change when we got in the middle sea of Cebu and Bohol..I was gonna take a pic of the big and high waves but I couldn't even stand coz if you do you'll be thrown in other side on the ship.Im sure you what I am saying just cannot say the right word...But anyway, I was feeling better when we were on the port of cebu already, And said " THANK GOD! ".
That's why wherever we go, we must pray to God first so that He will keep us away from any danger. It's not like you'll only pray if you think that you're in danger..no..no..no..its not the best way.
God Bless everyone..

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Bad Weather!

Me and mother decided to cancel our trip today for Bohol due to bad weather, for our own safety..And hopefully it will be better tomorrow. So I let know a friend about our decission and she told me that they are going to Bohol tomorrow too if the weather is okey or should I say if God willing, me and mother will just go with them tomorrow.
Hopefully I will be able to chat with my hubby even if im there because we gonna stay a while over there. Since husband and I chatting everyday im gonna miss him big time if we cant chat that times...phone calls is not enough, but it is better than nothing.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Smile!


While I am looking on the pics of Hubby's first time visit here in Philippines last year, I have seen this funny pic of me, mother and my older sister washing clothes. My hubby took this pic without our permit because he thought that It was unusual job, but for us it is hard but we are used to it.

It was kinda dark so when he took this pic our eyes went wide open..hehe..I thought it was a lightning for it was so bright...look at my eyes it is as circle as the moon...hehehe..

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Family Dinner


I took my family out to dinner last night as celebrating me and hubby's 1st wedding anniversary. It was feeling so lonely though because my hubby is not around. But anyway, my family enjoyed the dinner though. After the dinner, the kids enjoyed their pool swimming.

After the happy momments last night, I received bad news from my hubby this morning, he said that it will take longer than we are expecting time in processing of my visa since the lawyer sent him another letter said that they want more stuff from us," oh my God" it is not easy dealing this but we have too. But anyway, im enjoying myself here but im thinking for my hubby, that he wants me to be with him so bad so am I.

But God only knows, when really my visa is gonna be...I'll just leave it all up to Him..He knows the best for us..

Thursday, August 7, 2008

1st Anniversary


After all the bad times I had in my life, I am still thankful to our Precious God Father for He answered my prayer…To give me a man that can bring back the light in my life so that I can go on. Before I got married when I tried to remember the disaster that happened to me I couldn’t help myself to cry. But since I got my husband no more worry’s and problems. I am absolutely happy and contented just by having him. It seems to be that we got married just yesterday but it’s been a year ago today, the time just goes fast. I like remembering the day that we admit to God our Love for each other and the day which I received the greatest gift in my life. I was so touched I thought that I would never ever find happiness again for I was destroyed by the wrong man.
I have heard from friends that they had kinda the same experience of me but I think mine was the worst…nothing you can think to compare. But that’s the way it is each of us have different trials but God will not give you trial that you couldn’t handle. You just have to learn to come to Him with your whole heart. Submit your worries and burden, cry if possible for God is just right here with us. Waiting for us to come up to Him. Believe me for I’ve done it. And my nightmare was over for I finally got my perfect gift from our God Father. He gave me so much Blessings even though before I wasn’t doing what He wants His people to do. But I do now submit my life to Him. He is the only way to go to have the perfect gift like I got.
HAPPY 1ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND MY HUBBY! LOOKING FORWARD TO MAKE THIS RELATIONSHIP ETERNITY

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

I got up with bad feelings this morning for my niece and nephew kept yelling and screaming while I was still in bed…So I told my sister to send them outside the house so that I can go back to sleep. Even though they were outside the house already I still couldn’t go back to sleep. Few hours of sleeping is a big deal for me because every time I went to bed I have to fight my mind to go to sleep. It’s just not easy for me to fall asleep. Since I have Insomnia sleeping is my biggest problem in bedtime.
Right now Im dealing with my headache, this is that usually happens to me if I don’t get enough sleep….If your having sleeping trouble oh I feel sorry for you ‘coz I knew how hard it is.

Monday, August 4, 2008

I wish I knew

I am so crazy about kids, mostly half white and filipino kids. Last year, I have seen in the mall, such a cute kid and she smiled at me so I smiled back to her, I thought she was half white, but she's not. Her father is just an normal face of a filipino guy and her mother is kinda pretty.
After then, I keep thinking about that kid, I just loved her eyes and skin. She really looks half white kid to me. When I rode a jeepney headed to the mall, I couldn't believe that I would see again the cute kid that I have seen last year...And she grown now little bit. But I still recognized her, nothing changed really except she grow little bit I sat beside her and asked her mother about her....I told her what I think of her baby. And I asked permission to the mother if I can kiss her, and she agreed...hhhmm....it was so nice..I was happy to see her again. For me it's one of my unforgetable moment met again this kid that I've met almost a year ago. I wished I knew that I would see her again so that I can bring my camera. To share with you guys her unfade cuteness...
That's it for now...God bless!

Back to School, Me?


I have been busy since sunday night doing some projects for my younger brother since he have plenty of assignments. I understand that it is not easy for him to do all this, so I offer my helping hand to him even if I know that it is kinda cheating if ill help him since it's not mine.

While I was doing it he took this stolen pic of me. The printed projects is not acceptable, we just had to draw it. He told me that he will pass it today even if ill just send it to school around 2:30 so, I stayed up until midnight, but still I couldn't get it done. There are still 5 that needs to draw. It really gave me problem for I have no time this morning, 'coz it's time for me and hubby chatting and then had to go to the mall because my sister told me to get money and send it to her parent's in law. My slowlyness was gone, it's AMAZING since im the slowest...lol, I know my hubby will laugh when he read this...hehehe... I was really in a hurry going to the mall coz the parents in law of my sister were in ML already waiting for their money since its quiet far from thier house so its my conciense...hhmm dnt know the spelling of that..but anyway, when I went to ML, the line was too long, and had to wait for my turn of course. And finally, I got it done, and headed right home for I have to finish the project for my younger brother. I just couldnt imagine myself doing things in such in a hurry. When I got home it was around 2pm already, so I thought about the time and thought I couldnt make it because his school is around 15 mins away, so I was so sad for I did my best to make it but I couldn't. I didnt know what, I wanted to cry but it wouldn't help...I was just waiting for my brother to text me for I told him. And he did around 2:30 said, "Dai, just dont worry about sending those projects here for the teacher extended the deadline. Not till thursday" I was like "HAYYY.....thank you God. God is just soooo good, He doesn't give you trials that you couldn't handle.

So I am happy, and after posting tonight I am going to continue my brothers project...hehehe...

Thanks for reading!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Thank God!

I am thankfull to God because this morning when I talked to my husband he told me that the cops called him and told him that they found a laptop, bathroom scale, some documents, and it was all his. But for some reason he still dont have those stuff on his hands, but pretty soon he will be able to get it back though. They caught the thieves, because after robbing my husband they went to another house and try to rob it. But the owner caught them, so thats how they caught the robbers.
My hubby was really mad at those people but he couldn't even touch them for they are minors and two to three of them are girls and one guy. But hubby said that he want those people in prison but he just not sure if they will, cops knows better so, he will just leave it up to them what's gonne be the decission.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

What you guys think?




Ijust couldn't believe that I bought this red pair of sandals. Because this kind of design came with different colors. But I was just so attracted to it. I know I dont like red color. I didn't own anything that is red. But when I saw this sandal at the very first time I really liked it. My younger brother even told me that if I'll wear it ill look like a night club dancer...lol. But I didn't listen to him I bought it without any hesitation. Since it was nice and 20% off. Because they barely sale up to 20%, most of the time it is only 10% unlike in the US according to my friends that they give even up to 70% off. Which is really great deal. I never heard of that here, if they give 50% off it's only on selected items but its very rare happen. But anyway, seriously I dont like to look at this pair of sandals anymore it's just too bright to my eyes...hehehe. I bought it a month ago but I doesn't wear it yet, since I have no clothes nor purse that can match or fit with it...But ill wear it one day when the color will fade..lol. And when it'll wore out I would never ever buy red color again...hehe. So do you like red color? Isn't it too bright? Or hot color? I dont really care about dark colors this just happen to me. They just made it really good to my eyes thats why.


Friday, July 18, 2008

whatta MIRACLE!

When I became a Seventh Day Adventist in a Reform Movement I do more prayers ever than before. Because we doesnt know about our lives when it'll end. Just like last night while everybody was sleeping, it rained cats and dogs as hubby call it, also very very scary lightning and thunder. I admit that I am scared of lightning and thunder. And I think all people do because if you'll get hit by lightning it could kill you. I was really scared because the brightest lightning you could see and the strongest thunder you could hear. Even though I saw lightning and I heard thunder since I was a kid, but I just cant get used to it. So, I prayed to our God Father and told Him that I am scared. I asked Him to stop it since He is the most powerfull of all. And us keep. It wasn't not right away or all of the sudden but yeah! it stopped in just little over 5 mins after I prayed. After that, whatta peacefull night but I could still hear the thunder from a distance. So I thank to God of course for hearing my prayer. And went back to sleep.
And here is another miracle that I can remember, on last March of this year, my hubby was really sick. He got some FLU and while I was chatting with him he past out and failed down from his chair and I could hear it because we were talking in using headset. And it was really tortured for me because I couldn't do anything except of praying . I was just worried and cried so hard. Before I went to bed I prayed to God Father to heal my husband of course with tears of sadness then went to bed after. Around 2:30 am in the same night I received a message from my husband's yahoo id number since I registered my phone in yahoo and be able to receive any messages everytime im not online, anyway, it said that he felt better. And I just cant believe how good God to me. That's why I'd give my life to God.
Maybe there is a little changes of me now but this is just what God like. Just like wearing dresses of skirts...hehe...so girly now. Maybe there is changes of attitude too but im sure its for better not for worst. And I am happy of what I am doing. Contented of what I have. This is just the right way to do for me since God forgiving my wishes and prayers.
Thanks for reading...God Bless everybody.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Baguio






Since I was a kid I have heard about Baguio and people said that it is cold up there. As a kid and im sure most people do wanna know how cold? or why is it cold? some questions like that. It's wonderfull because Philippines is not a cold country. But anyway last may, hubby and I decided to go there together with our friends. Its quite far from Manila. We had to ride a bus for our flight going there was cancelled due to bad weather. It took us 7 hrs to get there. Im telling you it was the longest travel I've ever had in my life so far...hehehe.


Yeah! it was cold up there. But my husband told me that it wasn't cold it was just nice. Hhhhmm....I wonder what cold is..hehehe. It was very nice there though, so clean. Hubby and his friend Roger wanted to know how high is Baguio. Everytime they got chance they asked somebody, and people said that they don't know. But one guy said that it's around 5 000 ft above sea. So, hubby and Roger kinda agree with it because that's what they thought too.


Anyway, we had so much fun up there and planning to go back SOMEDAY!

Monday, July 7, 2008

Not so good day!


Im suppose to be happy today because its our 11th monthsary but I am not, im upset instead. Because this morning I've been trying to turn my computer on but it took me almost an hour to be able to get online. I didnt know whats the matter. And then, when I talked to my husband he told me that the lawyer's secretary called him and told him that the photo that I fax to her is not acceptable. But thats what she told my husband to tell me so thats what I did. Now she want me to mail it to her.

So, I argued with my husband little bit because when he told me to fax the photo to her I told him that I better mail it just to make sure because it's non sense that she wanted the front page of my passport and a passport photo to be fax. I just didn't understand it. And its her fault really because she just called my husband yesterday to let him know all these for I sent those photo's to her last june 27th she should of call earlier than this. I was really expecting that they are on the process of that photo's right now. And also sometime of june I mailed the forms that I filled out to their office through FedEx. And if she told me earlier about this passport photo's I could of mail it together with the forms. Because sending one piece of photo alone you still have pay for the minimum weight so its a big waste I think. But well, have to do this but I have to call the lawyer's office either this midnight or 5 am and ask her about this.

Thanks for reading everyone. You may all have a good day and have good night to my friends in US.

God Bless !!!

Friday, July 4, 2008

Military time

I have two appointments today and I set my phone to alarm so that I won’t forget. I set it 01:00 and 01:30 not even thinking that my phone is military time as they call it.
When I fall asleep last night I heard a phone ringing. I wondered who the heck call me so late at night or should I say too early in the morning? So I just cancelled it and went back to sleep and after 30 minutes it ring again. So I said what’s going on here anyway? So I checked on it and realized that it was my appointments alarm that I set I should of set 13:00 coz that stands for 1 pm and then 13:30 for 1:30. Well. Experience is the best teacher and I learn something on it.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Im tough

I consider myself as a tough lady now because I'm able to sleep by myself two nights that I can think of the other night and last night. My mother used to sleep with me since I was little. Since Im now married of course when my husband is here he sleeps with me but for now he is half way around the world. Well anyway, my sister invited my mother to spend the night with them but I think she did it on purpose so that ill be tough enough to sleep by myself, poor me...And then she told me that she will borrow mother until her husband c0me back, hhhmm.. sounds not good to me...lol.
But anyway, im glad that this happen because I know in America im gonna be alone most of the time when my husband goes to work but only in a day light. And he knew that I never been alone in my life because of that, he calls me toughy sometimes.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

There are so many girls in the Philippines who got a foreign partner and im one of them. But its too bad coz some girls change their attitude they define theirselves as rich (feeling rich). Too bad because there's a girl that used to be a good friend of mind who belongs to feeling rich. Sad to say but she feels like she won a Million Dollars by the way she act and her family too. They brag about little things that her bf gave her. There was a time that she asked to see my cellphone through webcam so I showed it to her and told her that its not as nice as her's even if I dont see her's. She started to show me her very expensive jewelries and told me about her little things that she called riches or properties even if I never ask her. She like to find out what I got which really offense me because I know that she is going to compare it to her's. So I quit chatting with her. I hate to see her really but the world is too small I accidentally met her the other day. I didnt think that I'll met her because I thought she is out the country. I was with my sister and she was with her sisters and mother. I didnt know what to do. She whispered to her sister and then they both giggle. And her mother's head up high and raised her eye browse to us. Gggggrrrr is how I feel. But my sister talked to them little bit and then they left and then we headed to our direction too.
I keep telling my husband about this girl and he dont like th0se kinds of people too. So am I.
Well anyway, I think we dont have to brag about material things of what we got because its all temporary we should think if God is happy of what we are doing in this earth. The material things cant make u happy all the time, your soul needs the deepest happiness by real love to your family and friends and God first of all. The truth hurt so much and wounds your heart so deep. Nothing can cure with this illness. God is the only light in our way so we should submit our lives to God.
May the God Bless everybody!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

goodbye my naked lady


I showed my friend Anne all my crosstitched and she like the most the naked lady she said its nice to put it in the bedroom. She is been so good to me. She is the one who taught me how to chat, and everything. She became my close friend because sometimes we get along good....lol. She did many things for me, and since its her birthday last 21st of June, I want to give her this naked lady since she like it but I didnt tell her yet in fact she will know about it when she read this blog...oi trealing pa...hehehe. Even if I like this thing but I have to give this to her our friendship is more important to me. I know she will be happy with this.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Hubby's good and bad news to me

This morning when I was still in bed my husband sent me a message saying that he have good and bad news. So, I got up right away and turned my computer on and asked him about it. And He told me that his laptop, passport, bank deals, identification and other important documents were stolen. He said that he was gone just couple hours and when he came back home to cook breakfast he noticed that the suit case where He put those important things where missing. So he checked more around his house if there is more missing things and he found out that his medicine cabinet were open. So, he called a cop and informed all pawned shops about it.
He told me that this is the first time happen to his life. The thieves cut the screen of his glass window thats how they got in.
And the good news is the lawyer called him and told him that they want me to fax them the front page of my passport and a passport photo. So, he asked the lawyer if its getting sooner and he said yes very soon so he told him that his passport were stolen and he want to be with me in Manila for my interview and fly to USA. And the lawyer told him that he have enough time to get a new passport.
So, he is happy after all. He is a happy guy anyway but still sad to think about what happen. He is predicting that a drug addict is the one who did it to him and knows him very well.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

sleeping trouble!!!


Hi there, how’s everyone doing? Hope that you’re all great. If you ask me, I’m not fine at all. I was sleepless last night because I have this cough and running nose. It gives me headache and hard time to breath. It kept me awake until so late at night and I woke up very early in the morning because I had to pee and I couldn’t get back to sleep.
Once I’m awake my mind thinks all kinds of stuff…and so hard to get rid of it. That’s why I don’t want any disturb when I’m sleeping because I have to fight my mind to go back to sleep.
That’s all for now… You may all have a great day!

Monday, June 23, 2008

Crosstitch is fun but tiresome


I want to share with you how hastle the crosstitch is. I have been doing this crosstitching since last year and yet there is only 5 I got done in different sizes. I like flowers and thats what I do mostly different flowers.

But anyway, its not a joke to do the crosstitch thing. It's a pain in the butt. Because when I start doing it I want to get done right away coz its so tiresome to look at that there are still many patterns to make.

I hate to have mistakes because you could do it all over again. I had a Autumn House but I threw it away because I screwed up. I was about done with it and all of the sudden I have notice that it cant be done because I missed parts. Im telling you, I didnt wanna through it but I had too it wasn't good to look at. So, I told myself not to do Autumn House anymore just too many colors it drives me crazy. Now, I only do the easy one's. But I still make light mistakes but I just leave it alone Im not gonna sell it anyway.

But it wouldn't so bad after all, it turned out to be fun to me because I am happy of what I have done so nice to look at. I dont have to buy expensive crosstitch somewhere out there.

But now I have new hubby, The Blogging. Thanks to Anne again she made this account for me. I'll never turn you down my friend....lol. Thanks!

forgetting is powerfull

Hi everyone, im so glad that im able to sign in to my blog again I welcome back myself....lol. It's been a long time that I never visit my blog because of uncontrolling matter and I kinda missed my blog. This morning I've been trying to sign in but I was struggling to remember my email address and password. So, I asked help to my pretty friend Anne. Thank God she still remember it! So, Im here now and I'll make sure that I keep my blog updated.
By the help of my friend Anne im here with this blog now. Thanks alot Anne!

Thursday, May 1, 2008



This is my first time in posting this Blog hope im doing right with this.

This young girl here is Caren, 14 years old, she grew up in the same Island I grew up Mahanay Island of Bohol. Her life story interests me 'coz its so sad. Let me tell you the story.

Her mother was a single mom and they were struggling of survival, until the day that her mother got mysterious illness. They couldnt take her to the Doctor 'coz they didnt have any money. After so many months of suffering the pain she just gave up and died when Caren was only 4 years old. Caren's grandparents raised her but the same problem "financial". Her grandparent's is raising two other grand kids that are younger than her 'coz the mother of the kids abandoned them coz she said she couldn't afford to raise the kids coz she is also a single mom. The old people is having hard time to take care the 3 kids. They are maybe on their 80's. Year Caren's grandmother and the youngest kid died coz of starvation. They died on the same day. Its really really sad to hear that they staved to death. I really feel so sorry with this family.

Yesterday, my mother just got back from the Island of Mahanay to give the house key of her freind's son to let them stay there for awhile. And she saw the grandfather of Caren, so she was checkin' on them and he said "the same as usual struggling even more". And Caren beg my mother, she wants to come with her to work for my sister. But my sister has already housekeeper but she came anyway and she talked to my sister she was crying in front of us. She said she needs help, if she will stay in the Island she they will starve to death too. So my sister accept her as a baby sitter. And I think that she is happy to be here she knows that we cannot let starve.

Im glad that my sister help her so that she can send money back home to her grandfather and the kid. Caren is a very good girl, she doesn't rest even if we tell her to rest. She told us that she is willing to do all the work as long as she have something to eat and can buy few clothes. We are just here for her.